Thursday, December 11, 2008

Random

Well, since I haven't been very faithful about blogging, thought I would just catch you all up (hello, anyone still reading this damn thing?) with random thoughts/notes about what I've been up to...

  • PASSED my CSET exam. Now gotta figure out how to get my flippin prerequisites done so I can get into credential program.
  • Friendships can be such a pain in the arse. But I guess since I can't count on my dear mom living forever, I have to keep trying. *Sigh*
  • Disney World over Thanksgiving week with family....loved it. Thanks mom and dad!
  • I love the F word...but hate to type it since I know mom reads this sometimes.
  • I keep having random thoughts about my ex-hubby who passed away last July (in 2007). What is up with that?
  • My son is now 7 years old and my "bonus" son is now a teen. I feel old.
  • I think that blogging, computers, video games, esp the Wii are substitutes for real life and I resent them. I think that's why I'm not here as much. I can't justify the time typing when I need to be living.
  • And why the hell are people now simulating life on the Wii rather than just living it?
  • I hate my body but am too lazy to do much about it. I look like a football player in family photos now.
  • If I could get my double chins fixed I would.
  • I'm sick of worrying about money, but I honestly don't want to go back to work full time. I love teaching (subbing) too much and can't walk away from it.
  • People watching at a bar/restaurant in Pasadena is the bomb. Freaks everywhere.
  • I don't want my kids to grow up to be like so many typical Californians...shallow, phony, flakey
  • If you don't want me to be honest, don't talk to me. I am a very bad liar.
  • I don't give a crap anymore whether or not people get me. I have a family that loves me, even the bad stuff.
  • I am so in love with my husband and kids. I hope they get that.
  • I wish my daughter had a sister so she will be better at girl relationships than I am.
  • My ass is now numb.
  • I guess that means I should stop now....

3 comments:

Liz said...

i love to swear, toooo! and you are so right, it is better to be off the computer and living life. i worry about $$ too--and i could never go back to work full-time. i feel guilty about that.

and about the xmas cards--do what i do--i make sure i am not in them!!!

hope you have a very happy holiday season..xo

loony said...

I am still here...been waiting and waiting and waiting for an update from ya! LOL I happen to enjoy your blog, love the F word...could never imagine letting my MOM read my blog! Suck at sending out xmas cards, started shopping last week but only bought a few things...I am very happy to call you friend...but can relate to your friend issues...LIFE is enough work Friends shouldn't be! LOVED your DW pics, and have missed you too!!! Thanks for the giggle...numbing asses!!!!!...always a good sign to get up and move I guess eh?? LOL

Sparroweye said...

I love your random posts. I must get out to California to meet you. I have my Aunt Anne in Glendale. I can always plead she needs a visit. Ha. I hate Wii Wii's. That's my name for them. Everyone got one this year. I wanted one until my poor husband killed himself trying to get to a Walmart before the ten were sold out. Imagining him flattened by a Walmart shopper. Then I found out the cost of the basic unit, the numchuks, the controllers, the Fit game, and on and on and on. I said, Forget it, screw em. I'm getting an apple 2.4 notebook instead with backlit keyboard. Whoo whoo. Rather spend money on that.